Закрыл сессию, запустил заново, процесс есть, логи пошли
2021/11/29 20:21:55 1856 760FF4A0 p proxy ******.******.tv:10002 newcamd525 (fd=15)
2021/11/29 20:21:55 1856 760FF4A0 p connecting to ******.******.tv (port 10002, fd=15)
2021/11/29 20:21:55 1856 760FF4A0 p ******.******.tv: resolved ip=*******53
2021/11/29 20:21:58 1856 76ABF4A0 h Refresh Server requested by WebIF from 192.168.7.40
2021/11/29 20:22:00 1856 760FF4A0 p login failed for user ''